Mid-sem test coming yo~~

Aiya~~ I’m gonna be busy.. busy..

Next week: Mid-sem test, My paper’s on 5 dec(Basic & nutrition) + Suat Yenn’s Birthday Party (:, 8 dec(Merchandise Buying) & 10 Dec(Retail Visual Merchandising) ..

11th November: Meeting Sister En noi to go Bugis Shopping and eat steamboat!! So excited, so long nv see her lor.. No finally A levels end le.. She confirm Splurge de?? !!

12-13 Dec–> Working

16 Dec: Nan Chiau Primary School Class 6F BBQ at Pasir Ris Park..

17-22 Dec: Genting with Family.. Gotta bring lot of pressies and photos back!!

24-25 Dec: Christmas with Family, Yvonne and Queens + SM =D

28 Dec: Dismantling of 1sT Avenue ): Sad.. Efforts gonna be torn off soon..  Waah~~ :’(

A day to mark my mistakes…

24 November 2009

Hey you! Cheryl! You knew your mistakes right? Finally learnt your lessons right?. Serve you write for being so straight and anyhow blurting out facts & secrets. Wad u supposed to say or dun say u aso cannot stop it. Can’t u hide your own feelings? Happy or sad, all written on face. How to survive in this cruel society. You are just compressing yourself & dun wanna grow up. Wanna stay in your own happy comfort zone.. dun wish to climb out & defeat attacks from enemies and bullies.. Why like that? You must not b so happy-go-lucky anymore. U simply lack a sense of seriousness. Pls learnt to defend yrself.. Dun just appear fine and cry behind. Nevertheless, smirkers pls SHOO!!~~ off.. cheek at ppl when thay are at a bad state. Mind you! You will get it 1 day.. Dun think you are always right!!

Reflections of Cheryl

(-_-) — – (>_<)  [I will wake up some day!!]

I’ve made a new friend…

Last Wednesday I worked at the A’ Drey fair  at Century Square Level 1. Haha. I’ve become frenz with Shirley! My supervisors’ future daughter-in-law. Here’s some photos of the fair..

Haha~ This swimwear sale beside A’ Drey has accompanied us for 1 week of fair!! Neighbours/ Rivals?? Lol =p

This is Shirley! Hehes~ She chatted with mi all day thru the fair.. Shh~~ Boss dunno lah~~ ^_”

Still dunno why I think I looks weird with this whole hair up? ? So i tried taking pictures, it turns out NORMAL~ Heng uhh~~!!

My heart says…

What I’m thinking is all about you~~ Have you even appeared yet. Please show mi some signs?? ~~ All I wanna do is find a way back into Love~~

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I dun wanna believe whatever I think it is anymore~~

Why am I so stupid? Keep thinking things that are so not true, impossible, & most importantly, they are always miracles that do not happen! WHY?? TELL MI WHY??! I’m very tired & busy abt work & somehow studies. I nv sleep alot. I love to sleep, but I didn’t. Wad to do? Yea sad.. I like to be carefree.. I enjoy being occupied~ To keep mi out of silly & unreasonable thoughts. I’m avoiding & hiding from the reality.. I don’t have someone I can share my love & happiness with. Yes. Call mi naive.. Someone pls give mi any reasons why I still haven’t got somebody I like & likes mi back yet?  Nope~~ Never enough.. Give mi a thousand reasons also no use.. I won’t possibly trust cupid anymore~~

Dear gal~~ I wish u all the best. I can’t give u the best. Especially, u met someone that truly likes u too.. Good for u.. Soon, U will be attached.. Yuppie~~ Cher gal gal mi still single like other Queens~~ Fight for what you deserve.. Wish you 2 happily together!! ^_^

1st Avenue Christmas Fantasy~~ DONE!!

Thursday- Actually I was really guilty & dun think I deserve much gratitudes than any other students in my class for 1st Avenue setup. . Cos I thot Wednesday was usually a “holiday” cos I dun have school that day.  I thot I was the only one that nv came.. But yet I realised that my lecturer only asked to look for mi and asked mi why I nv go.. Cos some other also nv went that day. I was so damn depressed & felt like crying. I feel so irresponsible n had no one to talk to at that moment. Don’t even dare to tell Mum that I skipped school cos I went to eat dinner with Joanne. She treated mi quite good & I get to know her better since yesterday as well.

THEME : BLUE CHRISTMAS

WEDNESDAY- I went out to AMK Hub to meet Joanne, She treated mi dinner when it’s supposed to be by Dutch. Then, I went to Scarlet with her to see if 皓皓was singing there. I stood outside n nv intend to go in that club. But Joanne brought mi in & paid for my happy hour entry. She could have actually gone in free but offered to help mi pay $8.50 to let mi have a look inside. In the end, silly + “Guai” cheryl (me) nv drink alcohol, I drank Lime Juice. Anyway, she wrote my name wrongly in her fone,  she wrote as 宝贝仪必，should be 妤芯~~ (>.<) HAHA~~ Laugh if you want. I only like beer, not Martell or WHISKY. It taste so strong like how Wasabi could choke you.

-I saw Joanne mixed that Martell wine with soda water to bland it. Joanne went around introducing mi as her “daughter” LOL =P  Then she walked past Taka Jewellery Counter & tell the sales staff that I’m her daughter!  Obviously she knew them lah~ Then 1 of  guys jokingly asked mi to stay back watch movie with him?? &&**%% Funny can!?  Ya, I sort of nagged Joanne for anyhow intro-ing mi to guys.

 Ya~ I had tis photo taken with Joanne last time..  My (God-Ma)

我不知道自己的目标在哪里，该怎么做才可以达到目标，实现理想。 我也越来越不清楚自己内心的想法， 我喜欢的，是我应该喜欢的吗？ 为什么我会有和平常不一样的心情去面对你？ “有缘千里来相会， 无缘对面不相识” 真是如此吗？ 我渐渐迷失自己，失去了方向，我要把它找回来，不要当个慢半拍的苯女孩……  （我只希望世界如此辽阔的你，会记得渺小的我的存在。。）

1st Avenue Set-up~~

Monday: 2R01 peeps were so busy setting up their Merchandise corner in 1st Avenue. My group (Ben Lu, Vincent, Clarence, JX, Minghui , Kevin & Adeline) got to get supplies from RAID by Raid Parade.. Thanks to Xing huei’s recommendation, that’s why we can get such nice stocks to sell in 1st Avenue =D  We are doing ladies wear..

That’s our corner!!

I carved out the sign board for RAID Parade last night to be placed in 1st Avenue(: It took mi 2 long hours!!

The final corner for Raid Parade..

I know it really looks simple but Yes, I made alot of effort drawing & carving.. Oh~ Kevin taunted the whole of Sunday night doing graphics of our counter backdrop banner & I think it was super fantastic & nice lah!! I didn’t help out much cos I SUX at designs!! Seriously!~~

Mr Samuel Tan drove Mandy, Kevin & I to visit the banner company, GraDe Pte Ltd that charges us a fairer rate than outside companies(: Our seniors get things done from there as well. Mr Tan then drove us to IKEA cos he had to take-away the chicken wings there for our lecturers. Lol(: I got shocked when he offered to pay for the meals, anyway, I got thank him of cos! Hehe~

 

 

Dear bubble sister~ Yvonne!! =D

Nah~ Haha! Later u complained that I never write a post for u =p

 See your BIG name there?/ Hey yo!~~ I specially made it for u.. must save it kae? (:

Anyway, I was supposed to meet Yvonne at 2 30pm cos I’m not studying today and we intended to watch “Love Happens”. At the end, she was late for 1 hour!! I went shopping around Plaza Sing for 20 mins and ended up waiting for her at Dhoby Gaut control station for 3o mins.. Sad right? NVM!! =D Cos in the end she treated mi drink bubble tea.. Hehe (I so easily satisfied hor~??)

 We damn funny.. Nothing to do, so we slack at Mcdonalds.. Take some pictures and chat about friends, family, stuffs, future and all~~ Lol =s I know its way too early lah~~ Anyway, I realised that I missed her much more when she had to study at Sentosa Academy this semester..

Hardly see her around in school =( Breaktime want find her have lunch tgt also canot =( See!!~~ I missed you sooooo muchiiee~~~!! Thank goodness on wednesday she ended early and I no need study.. So since I missed u so much, might as well take photo with u.. Haha!!  I know u will survived yr SSM de!! Good luck my darling meix… U will do mi proud as Gemini girls! Hehe~~ Thanks for helping mi out when I need help! I really feel so fortunate to have u as sister, cos I dun have sister.. Haha~~

Hmph__ Don’t envy mi.. I know I got 1 day no need go school, many ppl wana kill mi.. Ruiyi even say: “Wah.. U all Retail de so good, like nothing to do de, so slack.. Not like us AMS, everytime got project deadlines..”              Hey ~~ We busy that time u sleeping leh!! **Just joking! =P  Anyway, Ruiyi also helped mi alot in something* (You should know wad I mean)* Thank You Lao PO!! LOVE YOU too~~  Muacks!

*Please don’t be jealous, girls~ I make it clear.. 1 is my Lao po, another 1 is my sister.. Very clear huh??..  ^_*

 

 

1st day of work~~

I’m working at A’Drey Century Square today.. I was surprised when I thot they wouldn’t want employ mi.. So sad cos I’ve lost the chance of learning the ropes as a sales personnel selling apparels.. I wanted to learn Visual design & matching skills practically. Only then, I will be better in this line of retailing. Thank God for giving mi that chance. I do like it, but though I’m wearing only a 1 1/2 cm heels,I think my leg’s suffering badly from tiredness. Poor legs.. Wonder if I gets thinner as time goes by.. Boss thinks that I’m quite ‘good’ in a sense, but in-charge seem to be really strict. Cos she counted how many pieces I’ve managed to sell on 1st day of work!! Yes we do have quotas to hit..

When I stepped into the shop, I just love to touch the clothes & dresses!! Especially Satin & furry Prom night dresses/gowns. I really wanna have tis kinda shop when I’m older & have funds!! =D

I will be working on every  weekends from this week onwards. So I can only have fun & go out on Wednesdays!! =[   ?@#??//% But that means I will earn about $300+ a month =D =D YEAH!!

24/10/09-Aven’s Fan Club officially opened!!

Oops.. It’s like any other Saturday yesterday.. But definitely a so much special one for Aven皓皓.. It’s a day to mark his success of career in Singapore. I dunno if he’s going to continue in pursuing his life n career right here in Singapore.. But  I know that he ” 雨过天晴 “  le… So glad for him.. 300 fans came to Jest D’ Place at Choa Chu Kang Lot 1 ytd.. (I was borne there 18 years back.)

Busy signing the DVDs & Calendars 2010. Had to pay $10 to take photo wih him.. So I nv take since I got his photo le.. =p

I took piccas with 宝贝姐妹 too!! I chatted with them.. They came out to sing when they were only 15! I’m so old now.. Will I be given that chance 1 day. I just get to know that they were “discovered” at RC singing sessions. SO DAMN LUCKY!! Small baobei actually told my Mum that I had a chance cos I like singing & look chubby/cute. I was surprised cos I thot she will not talk to mi that much (: It gave mi hope & courage. YES! I wanna got learn singing pop songs at RC/CC.. I will just handle it while studying =D

I’m so freaking upset! This one above, his face got covered by a grey shadow.. Not a satisfying picca for mi.. That’s the only one I took with him ytd =[

But thank God I’m smart! Haha! I edited it nicely.. TADA!! After editing, it became like this!!

Mum went with mi.. Luckily she likes his songs too..

 

One good news was that I met Suat Yenn.. She’s my secondary school fren(: It was somehow rumoured that we look alike cos Sec 1 somebody actually thot that I was her.. LOL . Anyway, Iwas caught by surprised after knowing that she knew Aven皓皓 2 years back & they were friends~~ So lucky!! Haha.

我不晓得自己在想什么，我似乎已经麻木了，对爱情感到不以为然。我很害怕会失去前的我，再也不敢相信爱情，相信任何人了。。 谁能拯救我？？