Can’t wait for New Year to come…

Yeah~ Once again.. It’s gonna be another new year sooon…With all that angbaos and new clothes and goodies! But then… OH NO!!.. That indicates I’m going to bid farewell to my sweet 18 =( Soon in June, I’ll really be 19 le..

I can’t wait for Valentine’s Day to come! Since the past year, I’ve been celebrating and exchanging small tokens with my dear Ruiyi and Xuyun =D This year… Yeah~ It’s gonna be the same too.. Too bad that Xuyun’s gonna be in Malaysia for Chinese New Year on 12 Feb, so we plan to meet for dinner at 11th Feb.. Though it’s just like… In Compass Point? Yeah.. But as long as we spend and enjoy quality time together, it doesn’t matters where it’s going to be (:

Hehe! See how 3 of us enjoyed our memories together? Yes! We love each other and we will be forever friends and laopos.. Wish you Bon Voyage while on the way to Malaysia for Reunion Dinner =D

Tuesday- It’s like pre-Valentine arrangement cos it happen to fall on New Year this year .. I’m going to meet my Ruiyi… Ps to someone that wants to date her… She’s mine for that day.. Ahaha!! I can help out, but is she’s unwilling to, I’m so sorry.. Yea.. We plan to either watch Valentine’s day or 72 tenants. And KTV plan was aborted due to destination constraint. We gotta take NEOPRINTS! We have been saying it for months.. Yeah! I’m waiting for that day to come. It’s gonna be a happy day for the Singles (:

Should I change to Tumblr? But I just set up this blog few months ago): I couldn’t bear to abandon it.. Unlike my blogspot, spoiled on its own.. Hmph >_<

Happy 19th Brithday WAN LING <3

My dear 8 year sister, my NCPS classmate! Wow! This year so special, nv forget your birthday! Haha. =)

Yeah! It’s my very 1st time drawing for somebody’s birthday. Cos I dun draw well, so It’s really a lucky thing that my Doraemon looks OK lah..And…. 1st time I did a puzzle for people. Never ever I’ve done that before. Very thoughtful right? U also never cry lor –> Ang Ling Ling ^.^

See.. My hair messy right? Haha. Cos I’m fixing the puzzle, struggling for 4 hours with Linqi at her house last thursday..

While waiting for Linqi at Pasta Mania Bugis

Her gifts for the day.. See she’s happily smiling ^^

Hehe. We took photos like mad.. As usual.. We got 1-for-1 sundae voucher to eat at SwensenS! Thanks to Linqi.. All 3 sundae only cost $2.50 each for us cos we had a FREE birthday firehouse offered by Swensens, it’s Wanling actual birthday.. But they got check her IC though..

Wanling’s making a wish.. I know what is it.. But secret.. Shhh~

Wow.. Sinful desserts yet we had a crave for it..

Ps.. I 自拍 again .. with Jiahui.. Haha!

I love this picture! We are so loving and playful together =D LOVE you Grace 5! My longest year clique ever !!

Designing Neoprints. Again.. I suck at it.. Linqi’s design is nicer(: To think of it, I got closer with them at Nan Chiau Primary cos I joined Art Club in Primary 5. Hehe. Yes. They are more PRO in Art.. So they always laugh at my Poor Doraemon drawn by me ]=

Last but not least.. My favorite collate of all!! Happy Grace 5 forever! Thanks for giving me the joy to have known you gals. Muacks! I love You!

I wanna a big bear too. To hug while I sleep.. I can jolly well dun wan my bolster, cos to me, my blanket is more important. Hehe =p

Once again –> HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN LING!!

Last day of 1st Avenue trading..

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1st Avenue last day of trading. This is really our “2nd home” in school. For the entire Year 2, we are just running to and fro 1st Avenue. Merchandise buying & Retail Visual merchandising. We took up all these roles to be trained to experience the work in real society. I want to thank my fella group mates for all their good job & hard work!

Girls in our class (:

I like this picture! =)

The RAID PARADE group — we got goods from the same supplier at City Plaza (:

So fast, it’s gonna be another semester over.. Again, in Year 3, we have to shuffle clas again. I wonder if I can still be classmates with my Year 1 & Year 2 friends. Miss the happenings together; and laughter by the jokers in our class! =P

Childhood memories..

I packed my room yesterday. I thot there were more rubbish to be thrown.. But instead, I’ve found my memories from secondary school and when I’m still a kid =D Hehe. How I wish to be young again. Time flies.. I’m gonna be 19 soon this year.. I wrapped these pieces of art with a transparent wrapper so that they look new.. even til now =D

Secondary school day memories xxx

This was done by Xuyun(: Her drawing’s the best among 3 of us, Me, Ruiyi & Xuyun. Yes, apparently, My art’s the most “artistic”.. I cannot even shade =[ 3 of us went through thick & thin before together. We shall always be friends forever. Not just good friends. But Best Best friends!! Love you gals <3

Chew sian’s gift to me on my 15th birthday. Wah~ Long time nv get to see her le.. But I know she’s on her way to fulfil her dreams of drawing. She’s such a rare talent!

My favorite piece here! It was in 2007- I think that’s on my 16th birthday. I always love her drawing so every year my Birthday she drew for me ^_^ Thanks Chew Sian! She happen to be only 1 day younger than mi–> 7 June 1991. i remembered there’s once we even went out to celebrate birthday together with Sally & En noi. Wah~ It’s been so long since I discovered that a few years has passed since O level Graduation.. I got wish her every year cos her birthday is hard to forget. Haha =D

Not forgetting my childhood memories xxx

This was compiled together by Aunty Sarah 2 years back when she came to stay in my house.

My family, I was about 4 years old.. My brother so chubby!!

Brother look like me right? Now totally opposite le.. Who you think cuter huh?~ =p

Never would I knew that I would find all these stuffs in my cupboard. Back to think of it.. I really treasure memories. I will try my best to keep remembering them til the day I really had memory loss when I’m old or what. How can one be happy without memories? So life would be bored without memories..

I don’t feel really good this days. Things had troubled me.. I looked at my room.. Oh gosh, I packed already last week, in the end messed up by me myself again. I messed up my whole life this week. I simply think I deserve it. Yes. I’ve done things I should not have done. I have no sense of indignity. I looked back at my journeys, WTH?? I’m hot-tempered these days. I think it’s damn true.. It’s easy for someone to change for the worst then to change for the best.

Evil thoughts came into my mind, I may have watched too many episodes of Cruel Temptation le.. I dun mean commiting crime, but…. Lost for words, couldn’t describe my feelings now. Then I realised, that I’m no longer the sweet or innocent gal anymore.. I have changed to be more fierce n shrewd I can say.. As realised from the past. Maybe It’s bcos I’ve been hurt or bullied before, that’s why I wanna stand up to fight for myself, my own rights n freedoms, and my friend’s happiness. I wanna find a 任意门 to hide inside.. Or maybe I can see DORAEMON there. At least he had a 4D pocket to give me anything I want, no need be afraid that I will be dying from hunger inside. I wanna disappear for moments.

I remembered, people that knew mi and Ruiyi or anyone else, always think that I’m a weakling that needs protection or wad.. Hahaha! No way! I may look weaker on the appearance, but  I do have a strong mindset in my heart. I wouldn’t let go of things i wanna achieved, especially my dreams. I hate myself to be soft-hearted, it’s getting into my ways of doing things. I’m really borne with it, how can i change? Sometimes, being ruthless is the only way U had to survived in the society, just like how Dominic described… I’m someone that She needs in order for her to survive in this society, though she’s taller than mi. Haha. But I will not let people harm my good friends. I hate to see injustice.

Patience!!~

I was fed up to keep waiting for ppl. I dun understand why I’m always the one waiting. Especially meeting with friends. I hope that I can be LATE QUEEN! Seriously, I dunno why am I always so impatient?? I need a reflection. I need to learn to spell the word ” P A T I E N C E” ! ! Arghh~~~ >.< I’m just mad here, can hack care me. My name.. should be changed to Nai Xin instead of Yu Xin.. 因为我没耐心 :S

I went Republic Poly today to find Dear Linqi =D  We got some “zi lian” photos taken in her laptop, but she haven’t send me yet . We went to get Wanling’s present, this present can remind her of childhood. Cos It’s big n& cute!! Lol. I can only show you on 2nd February 2010, on her birthday! In case she saw it then no surprise le.

Yawns~ I wanna sleep le. Energy all gone when I woke up at 8am this morning, do my Nutrition assignment til 1 plus, then go meet Linqi at Causeway Point and Yvonne at 7pm.  If I had a wish, I wish for a pillow that can be fold-able and brought anywhere, so I can sleep anywhere i like =p

Too sad to say anything..

I lost my thumb drive.. Yes. I lost it at the library while printing.. 1st time I loses something. Choy! Touchwood~ But really, i nv lost my Phone or Ez-link card before lor.. >_<

I’m like crazy le.. Not dare tell Mummy.. (Yee Yee i know u got read my blog. Shhh.. dun tell Mummy.. Pls!!) I went to school quite early, i need not go so early, but I’m freaking worried about my thumbdrive. The counter assistant double-checked the box and my thumb-drive was not inside, but got many other ppls’.. Oh they so LUCKY~ Theirs still alive, i guessed that the person who took my thumb-drive would have deleted all files le. So, my poor thumb-drive is banished from earth already, even if i found it next time, it may just be an empty shell that has lost it’s memories..

What you want isn’t just a SORRY..

Please be kind to me. I have many troubles in mind already. I already have more than enough besties. It’s not that I didn’t want to care and bother about you. You simply demand more. If I said I wanted to call you and forgotten it, you blame me. It’s ok. That’s my fault. Sorry. Not that I’m heartless to don’t bother you and just care about Ruiyi n Yvonne. But.. So sorry, my heart’s occupied. Family and a few other cliques, and I need some personal time too, for myself. I don’t wish nasty things to happen to you. As mentioned, I will accompany you go get your A level results, kkz? Please don’t ever think of doing silly things to hurt yourself. I’ll be sad, so is Ruiyi.

Why is it every time when you are angry, I had to tolerate this and sort of think of ways to like woo you back or something? It sounds weird, we aren’t couple right? Between girls.. ?? Can you stop it? How many SORRY’s you want to hear? I want to treasure you like how I treasure Ruiyi, I tried, please don’t ignore my efforts. Just that, I rather just be a normal friend, don’t be your priority. Cos u can never be my priority.. And please give others a chance to make up their mistake. I don’t want a separation in Queens4eva. Please think thru before you ever decide on something. Don’t hurt the ones that do care for you. U should know who I’m referring to.. Hope we are still a Clique like ever. You haven’t learnt your mistakes from last year?

I don’t mean to point arrow at people. But from past til now, I’m always referring to the same person..

Life’s full of ups and downs, full of wonders and surprises. Fate always played with our feelings. It’s either too late or too early, it’s either too much or too little.. Only when it’s at the “Right Time, Right Place, Right Person” then everything will get to see the flow of it.

Wad’s more for mi to be unsure about? I’m just a simple-minded girl. When can I ever grow up to be an adult? Everyone in the world seems “good” to mi.. In a sense, I dunno who’s the bad person around.. I’m just too ignorant of facts. Thinking of wad dear Yvonne said– (Aiyo Cheryl~ U so blur.. U need someone to guide yr directions in life in the future.. If not in front got drain, both of u will just fall inside.) It sounded kinda gross? But it’s true.. Positive + Negative = Positive (:  I really will try my best, to grow up.. not be a gal gal anymore..  (Oh God, You must really help mi fulfill this!!)

Just let all these be a memory n past of us, sometimes we can even giggle when we thot of it, it’s kinda funny n awkward  But.. I’m really glad to have known you better. Though it’s like 4 years since we ever notice each others’ existence until recently.. I hope that you can trust mi and share yr doubts, happiness or unhappiness with mi. I’ll be there to give you advice, and be a good companion of yours if u dun mind eventually (:

Woo hoo~~ Comm skills Role play over!!

Charlotte is always so sweet, not that I like snacks lah, but that time she gave us chocs during lecture. And the day before she gave us bubble gum.. Hehe.. Very nice and colorful de, it’s from Taiwan..

Yesterday was Communication Skills Presentation (: I thot i did fairly well, but whole group just got a C+.. But luckily my assignment can help pull up grades =D Not fair.. I really think it’s hard cos it also tested on our immediate response to attitudes n behaviour in a meeting.. Hey hay! I nv threw a temper leh.. Haha. I can tolerate well i think, despite conflicts planned n set up by teacher.

Celine, Liying, Mi & Adeline..

We had been group-mates for almost a year!! Except for Adeline, we’ve been for half a year, but I’m glad that we are all responsible students n they do produce quality work!! Thanks ladies! =D